300 calories today.

So I'm slowly but surely getting more followers. This is a good thing. :)

300 calories today, so the plan is:
1) Half of a meal replacement bar when I get hungry this morning,
2) three full cups of water before my next 'meal',
3) the second half of the bar around 2 pm, (total 170 calories)
4)three more glasses of water,
5) small dinner

so far, so good.

Day two of the abc diet. So far, I've had two hundred calories (four bites of a chocolate glazed donut--I hope to god I'm overestimating) I had two bites before I realized what I was doing. My dad was still in the room though, so I had to pretend that I liked it. I waited until he went into the dining room to throw it away.

I've invested in special K meal replacement bars (170 cals each) and orville redenbocker's 100 calorie popcorn, so I have something to snack on once we run out of apples. My dad's cooking curry tonight...I guess it's healthy enough. I'll eat around the beef and take minimal rice.

Exercise wise:
Yesterday I did 100 side leg lifts, 100 backwards leg lifts, 100 front lef lifts, 100 situps.
Today: 200 situps so far.

I wanted to have another donut, but I killed the craving with a cigarette and the situps, so good.

thinspo pictures--movie inspired

Some thinspo for you (click disney princess)

They've made some disney princess dresses come to real life. Honestly, I'm not feeling the disney vibe at all. But look at the sketches--they're WAY thinner than the actual models. I find that funny. Anyhow, I like the princess Jasmine model. She's pretty. Just thought you'd like it. :)

thinking....

...is BAD! XD Haha sorry. Just trying to distract myself from hunger. I didn't do much for my sister's birthday, so I might go on a binge purging spree with her and make sure I'm the ONLY one who purges. We have NO food in the house. That should be a good thing, right? But dammit....I'm too stressed to not binge and as we speak I'm procrastinating on my project that's due like next week. I even did the math instead of actually doing my project, and I'm just under 15% done with it.

So Ana's boot camp will start tomorrow, on the second day. You all need to keep me in line! I want you to KICK MY ASS.

Oh, and: 5 followers!? I feel loved. ^_^

It's BOOT CAMP, Maggots!

It's finally october! Time for a regimen. Ana's boot camp! Who's with me? However, since I can't get out of dinner AT ALL I'll be adding 100 cals to each day. It should still work out.

Day 1: 500 calories (or less)
Day 2: 500 calories (or less)
3: 300 calories
4: 400 calories
5: 100 calories
6: 200 calories
7: 300 calories
8: 400 calories
9: 500 calories
10: Fast
11: 150 calories
12: 200 calories
13: 400 calories
14: 350 calories
15: 250 calories
16: 200 calories
17: Fast
18: 200 calories
19: 100 calories
20: Fast
21: 300 calories
22: 250 calories
23: 200 calories
24: 150 calories
25: 100 calories
26: 50 calories
27: 100 calories
28: 200 calories
29: 200 calories
30: 300 calories
31: 800 calories
32: Fast
33: 250 calories
34: 350 calories
35: 450 calories
36: Fast
37: 500 calories
38: 450 calories
39: 400 calories
40: 350 calories
41: 300 calories
42: 250 calories
43: 200 calories
44: 200 calories
45: 250 calories
46: 200 calories
47: 300 calories
48: 200 calories
49: 150 calories
50: Fast

Yesterday's binge

Trigger alert.

So yesterday was my Big Binge, right before I swore off eating forever.

Two foot long chicken breast subway sandwiches
1 large dr. pepper
Two double chocolate chip cookies
One big king ice cream cone
One tub of homemade spaghetti
six tacos from taco bell


UGH. I'm such a fat pig. I don't deserve to eat. :/