I think I'm getting my period soon. Either that, or these diet pills are having some weird side effects. Anyway, I'm now going to my therapist about once a week. My father yelled at me for this, saying that I should just find a friend if I need a "buddy" to talk to. He doesn't know the half of it. I want to stop purging and cutting and smoking. I need help for that.
Also, I'm not going to eat. period. They can do whatever they want--kick me out, take away my computer, take away my tv and phone--I don't care. I'm not eating. period. I'm sick of hiding it and not seeing the scale move at ALL.
It was so much easier before recovery. Now I'm plateued at my starting weight, which sucks. Support, please? Your comments really do make me feel better.