Alright, then. I survived. And I'm still fat. But instead of working so hard at recovery only to resort to mia later, I'm gonna go slightly ana so I feel a bit more control. I'm going to ease myself out of this disorder instead of trying to go cold turkey.
damn barrett's esophagus though...I hate it.
and thank you all for your kind comments. Dylphe, I love you. but nothing could have prevented it.
and portraying taylor, I totally understand.