FUCK IT. I'm going to binge and purge and purge and then starve. I fucking hate my life right now. I don't care if it'll make my heart arrhythmic again. I don't care if my gums start peeling again (ew. okay, I care a little).
I HATE MY LIFE. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. I'm just....Upset. Upset to the 100th degree. There are no words to explain my need to binge and purge and drink and smoke. all at once, today.